It’s 12:34. I can’t fall asleep. My body is exhausted but my mind is in midday stride. I have a test tomorrow that I need to study for but I can’t concentrate on the material so I find myself delivering my thoughts to you.
Just finished reading a book called Tribes by Seth Godin. It’s all about leadership and it’s importance in today’s world of movements and tribes (groups united by a single vision/motive/product). Really enjoyed it and got a lot from it. Need another good read now.
Sometimes I get behind on stuff and it overwhelmes me. It happens with schoolwork. Today, it happened with my room. I was supposed to clean it (we just moved into a new house and are in the process of unpacking boxes) but I didn’t know where to put anything so I just didn’t do anything for awhile. After some time of doing nothing, I felt behind and overwhelmed. My mom gave me some practical/obvious tips and You gave me some much needed encouragement. I was able to get a lot done. I hate being immobilized.
Regarding the new home, it is quite amazing and fits our needs perfectly. It is a lot smaller than our previous behemoth of a house but I like that very much. It forces us to be closer as a family. We can no longer all go into separate corners of the house (all the kids rooms are about five feet away from each other). We have a huge (by East Valley, Arizona standards) backyard with a pool and patio with fireplace. And we have numerous parks and fields in our neighborhood. I love it. Thank You so much!
When someone encourages me, it’s one of the best feelings in the world. I want to give other people that feeling.
Sometime soon, I need to apply to college.
Packers. Ouch! Losing to the previously winless Bucs? They only had to go about ten yards everytime they touched the ball. Our offensive line is stinky.
I’ve been listening to Switchfoot’s new album Hello Hurricane and it is really good. Sound is rocking, anthemic, and ambient. Lyrics are full of hope in the hard times. Really, really like this album!
Wondering, if I had the chance to go back to either Morocco or Rwanda, where would I choose?
Goodnight. I hope I dream about freedom.
Friday night was probably the last time I’ll ever play competitive tackle football. It was a hard way to go out, losing in the first round of the playoffs to a team we had beaten in the regular season. We weren’t really ready to play and they were. Throughout the entire game, I had a feeling that it would be the last one but it didn’t come home until after the coaches talked to us. They gave us their speech, walked away, and it hit. Hard. A wave of emotion, like a slow tsunami, rolled through my body and out of my eyes despite my best efforts to keep it in. Even though I was sad the season ended the way it did, the tears weren’t full of sorrow but joy. I was so thankful for my teammates and all the leadership they showed throughout the season, as well as all the stupid things we did that made us laugh. I was thankful for all the encouragement from everyone throughout the bad years. I was thankful that we even had this season to remember (we almost didn’t have a football team this year because we didn’t have enough guys). I was thankful for everyone’s hard work that gave us more wins this season than we had had in our previous four years combined. I was so thankful for You and the way You made me so that I could be a valuable part of the team. Like we said before and after every game (win or lose) “to God be the glory!” Thank You!!!
Me and my little bro who became the starting defensive end. He was awesome!
Being a senior, I’m starting to understand the concept of The End. Football ending is just the first of many endings to come. At some point in the near future, basketball will be over and I’ll be in my last play and soccer will end with baseball and track & field. And then one day, high school will end. And then what? I don’t know yet but I’m excited and thankful at the same time.
I apologize for not having anything up yet for the Morocco trip. I’ve been working on a video and my editing stuff has stopped working on two different computers. I hope to have stuff up before the end of the week. In the mean time, check out this promo video for Kivu. Kanakuk Colorado, the summer camp I’ve attended for the past five or so years is branching out under the new name Camp Kivu. I’m way stoked about the move. Kanakuk has been an awesome experience in my life and a major player in my walk with my Father. However, the change will allow for some super excited new things to happen. The video is really good and explains the vision perfectly.
I’ve spent the last week taking all my finals early so that I can spend the first two weeks of my summer in Bayfield, Colorado. Every year, my siblings and I go to K-Colorado, a Christian sports camp. We have a blast and grow incredibly in our walks with Jesus and His community. It is my favorite place on earth and I can’t wait for whatever God has in store for us this year! Also, later on this summer, I have the oppurtunity to go on a two week trip to Morocco. My dad is leading a team of young men who feal God’s tug to be a part of His work overseas. I’ll be going with a few other guys from my school and a colleg student or two. I know I’ve been pretty slack in regards to writing for a while. But hopefully over the summer I’ll be able to do this more often. See ya later!
I can’t believe another year has come and gone. Time floats on while I seem to stay in the same place. I figured I’d do some remembering today and share with you some of my most memorable moments of 2008. (these are in no particular order)
- Going on thr trip to Guatemala with K-CO and watching my sister Jessi care for a severely mentally challenged girl with amazing affection.
- Watching the Super Bowl at the Adams
- Ian Harriman coming to JMPS and immediately providing a little more joy to the whole campus
- The first season of JMPS ultimate frisbee. We rocked!
- Doing cross-country for the first time ever and beating are arch rival Kingman in the Championship.
- Coming back to join football and beating Telesis 54-52.
- Being in my first theatrical production at school.
- Welcoming Esther Cannard into our family.
- Going to K-Colorado and K-Kaua’i in the summer.
- Getting a trampoline.
- Getting our dog, Howie.
- Running for Student Body Vice-President and losing by 5 votes.
- All the airsoft wars provided by Jon Heckart and his father up north.
- Performing the 12 Days of Christmas (with body motions) in front of the whole school with Kyler.
- Dad taking us to see the Vikings whoop the Cardinals butt and being able to go on the field before the game.
- Doing track for the first time and loving it.
- Rocking on the soccer field.
- Putting our house on the market and boxing a lot of stuff up.
- The great conversations with Mom.
- Playing Fantasy Football for the first time and winning my league in the last week coming from behind with a quarterback who only played one series. Thank you Michael Turner.
- Watching and being inspired by the Beijing Olympics every night until about midnight for two straight weeks, and then talking to Ian about it the next day.
- Learning how to drive.
- Failing my Permit test the first time.
- My brother Dean (who’s in 8th grade) playing on the High School basketball team and scoring on a ridiculous layup right down the center off the lane against Desert Hills.
- Starting this blog.
- Hanging with guys at Buffalo Wild Wings.
- Walking 20 miles (in my Packerflops) with Kyler, Seth, and Matt to raise money for Invisible Children.
- Hanging with Uncle Mitch.
- Walikng with Jesus.
There were so many other memorable moments but I have to stop at some point. 2008 was a great year and I am very hopeful for the next one!
Yesterday, if someone were to have asked me how I would feel after a big loss in the first basketball game of the season, confident would not have even crossed my mind. Dissapointed, crappy, pissed, those are most likely some of the words that would have come out of my mouth. And yet, after that big loss, tonight, I feel very confident.
We started the game off really, really, extremely flat. They used a full court press right away and we didn’t know how to handle it. We panicked, turned the ball over numerous times and got out-hustled. I had no confidence in my game. Because of that, I didn’t play hard. I got mad at the refs and the other team instead of focusing on my assignments.
About midway through the game, I began to realize my shortcomings and my potential (I didn’t quite grasp it all until after the game). I realized I could go up as high as anyone out there. I realized I was rushing everything. I realized I could take the ball the length of the court and they couldn’t stop me. I realized I was beating myself. I realized I shouldn’t be getting mad at anyone else but that I should trust God and let Him cool me down.
After the game I felt kind of weird. I had just played one of the worst games of my basketball career, in my oppinion. But I felt weirdly confident. I, with the help of my Dad’s insight, was able to pinpoint where I went wrong. It started with my attitude. I blamed everyone else for my faults and got really mad. I wasn’t exactly a shining light if you know what I mean. From there, the list is long but the good thing is I know what’s on it and I can fix each thing.
Hear is my prayer for the rest of the season.
Let me win. But if I cannot win, let me be brave in the attempt. No matter the outcome, let me trust and honor You with my actions and words. Let me put others above me and please let me compete to the fullest of the talent You’ve given me. Please do not let me do any of this if it is not what You want. But if it is your will, please allow me to do these things. Please humble me!